truth and a bottomless pit

i am part of a lost generation
and i refuse to believe i can change the world
i realize this may be a shock but
"happiness comes form within"
is a lie, and
"money will make me happy"
so in 30 years, i will tell my children
that they are not the most important thing in my life
my employers will know
that i have my priorities straight because
work
is more important then
family
i tell you this
once upon a time
families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
this is a quick fix society
experts tell me
30 years from now i will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
i do not concede that
i will live in a country of my own making
in the future
environmental destruction will be the norm
no longer can it be said that
my peers and i care about this earth
it is evident that
my generation is apathetic and lethargic
it is foolish to presume
that there is hope

and all this is true unless we choose to reverse it.

10.10.09

disturbing.
a figure out of history pops right into my face..
and disappears..

wtf's happening to me??

is this all part of growing up?
i don't wanna grow up!
i don't wanna grow old!
i wanna die, not now!, when my time comes, that is..
i cringe on the thought of living a life of responsibilities, commitment and contentment!

i would like to find my other half,
just wait it out i guess.

somebody help me.

please.

yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look at the stars look how they shine for you

02.10.09

old acquaintances,
new times,
fleeting hellos & byes.
shallow.

12:41

back home.
good night world.

,

portishead - roads

Oh, can't anybody see,
We've got a war to fight,
Never found our way,
Regardless of what they say.

How can it feel, this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

Storm,
In the morning light,
I feel,
No more can I say,
Frozen to myself.

I got nobody on my side,
And surely that ain't right,
Surely that ain't right.

Oh, can't anybody see,
We've got a war to fight,
Never found our way,
Regardless of what they say.

How can it feel, this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

How can it feel this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

Oh, can't anybody see,
We've got a war to fight,
Never found our way,
Regardless of what they say.

How can it feel, this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

mk5

Volkswagen
Golf Mark 5
1.6l FSI
5 door hatchback
Paint Scheme: Black Diamond

STANDARD/ STOCK
Automatic, 6 speed DSG
Tiptronic
Sport mode programme
Cruise Control System [CCS]
Speed Limiter
Anti-lock Brake System [ABS]
Electronic Stabilization Programme [ESP]
Traction Control System [TCS]
Electronic Differential Lock [EDL]
Airbag System, Front[2], Side [4], Curtain[4]
Electronic Immobilizer
Tyre Monitoring System[TMS]

Leather Upholstered Seats [black]
Leather Clad Steering Wheel [black]
Fabric Side Panels
Climatronic (2 zones)
Multi Function Steering Wheel
Multi-function Display [MFD]
Central Locking
Automatic Anti-dazzle Interior Mirror
Front & Rear Windscreen Wipers
Electric Folding Exterior Mirrors
Manual Seat Adjustment

EXTRAS
HID Headlamps [2]
Continental low profile (15) tyres
Custom rims
Race Spec lowering spring coilovers
ABT Front splitter
ABT Side vortex skirts
ABT Rear spoiler
Twin exhaust manifold
20 year anti rust protection
tinted solar films - 5 doors
4 piece surround tweeters


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